Am I a…?

I have written three different things and subsequently deleted them. I think I am writing this just to write something. It’s not that deep.

Why does it feel so deep then? Why do I feel like to create anything, to write down any words it needs to be this whole big thing. I need to say something that makes me feel or makes you feel or what the frick ever (keeping in PG-13 here people).

This is just my first step. It’s a little dot on my map, trying to just get a baseline. Just saying the word just a few hundred times for filler. Then writing a sentence about the word “just” for more filler. I don’t want this to be like school (will explain later). I think I need to figure out what I want to do here. Maybe I’ll write this less like a blog and more like I’m talking to a friend. Maybe I won’t do that.

Ok well I have shelf to study for, so I guess for now this is it. First blog post? Check.

Just a first step.